UNexpectation

evryth is going different when sth new happen..
i dun noe hw to express the feeling cuz is reli nt under my expectation...i try to hv a good relationship wif everyone tat i reli care n try my best to maintance wif them....but at the end i still lose to it..i dun noe yyyyyyy...mayb is my fault..cuz i too close wif everyone...i wana amend..i want to restart...but in fact....i can't....i can't do anyth cuz wat u guys tins is i had changed.....
anywher...i hope...all of u r in good situation n gd luck to u guys......

bless you all..........

November lo^^

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hapi hapi hapi....hahahahahaha

tis few days bz on going out o..cuz din skul..tml oso wan go out..haha
but after tat nid to jia you le..cuz wana go home ady...wakaka....so miss home o...miss my dear dear.....n everyone tat i reli care....

how u guys going?everyth fine?i hope all in gud situation ya.....n i'm sure we all will meet up soon..jz waiting me back o....my best bro's bday jz pass n time seems like pass reli fast...cuz last time i jz told him said his bday cuming soon..but now it ady pass 3days ago...then now is waiting 4 my lovely didi...BIN's bday le....hope he will hapi tat day....

jia you 4 everyone...
jia you 4 myself....
jia you
jia you
jia you............

bless ya^^

Everythings will going fine n nice....^^ HOME

the 4th mths i'm cuming here is getting close wif me...
it make me feel reli hapi n exciting..cuz i'm going o take my exam le..then i can going bk HOME..
no tins can make me more happier than going bk HOME...haha..i reli miss HOME man....

FAMILY,
DEAR DEAR,
DIDI,
JIE,
FRENZ.......

hope u all in good situation o...must take gud k n stay hapi ya....i wil alwaz bless both of u in gud health..no worries abt me..i'm very fine here...i can take k myself ady..although i wil alwaz miss u guys..but i still can control myself nowadays..so jz waiting me bk ya.....

good night..muacks>_<

october...CUMING..^_^

TML cuming...so happy ya..bcoz it wil b 1st day of the mth>>>OCTOBER^^
then it is getting close to my date tat i'm going bk...is pretty gud 4me..cuz i mis my home....
Anywher,i nid to work hard on my assessment on oct..n i wan to pass through all of the exam...so bless me ya...i wil try my best on everyth here...

papa,mama,dear...n everyone tat i love....i wil success n do it well...

miss u all everyday.....bless u all too..

take care ya...
muackssssssss^^

7 days....=.=

Seven days had passed....hope you are fine there....
tis few days keep raining,my heart quite peace for it...everyth hav been passed,but i still can't reali put down...wat i'm thinking now is faster finish my course and going bk to malaysia.so pls bless me can pass every final exam smoothly..i wil work hard on it.....

Finali cum to the end of Sept..Oct is cuming soon..hope NOV cuming faster too....
i reali miss home...miss everyone tat i care...
i will hang on n get through all of it....jz waiting me bk...i will giv u a pray when i go bk...
bless me in Everythings ya...thx^^

HUI FEN,rest in peace..........miz u...>_<

20 sePt 2009.....finally u r gone....T.T

One hour b4,u finali leave us n go to the place tat u can find ur happiness...i believe tat buddhist there wil take gud care of u..pls follow them n stay away from the hell.....i wil alwaz blessing u n hope u can hv a good sleeping....rest in peace...
although i reali sad n nt bear u gone but i oso respect wat u had choosen....tis is the time tat we let u go...without any painful,suffering then u r leaving quitely n peacefuly...

HUI FEN,

u r strong ...u r full of confident alwaz..tis time u din lose,u just want to hv sum peace i noe..so dun woli abt ur family..ecspeciali ur parents..they wil b fine..thx 4 hang on tis few days..i noe u ady try ur best n i trust u had done a good job.....time wil fly faster,but u never 4get by us..u wil kip staying in our mind n heart 4ever n ever.....TRUST me.....u will not longer in suffer..now is the time u get free..you are the angel...kip flying up to the heaven..u will get the happiness there..kip flying n flying..they wil bring u to another world tat gud enauf 4u.....

reali soli abt i can't go bk to say my last goodbye 4u..but i reali do....goodbye HUI FEN.....i wil rmb the last conversation through the fon...i wil work hard on my study n hv a bright career in my future time...i wil take gud k of hui siang...dun woli abt us.....Lastly,i wan to tel u sth tat is reali sincerly from my heart.....

today is the most happiest time 4u..mayb we r nt bear to seperate..but tis is the time u go..
dun turn ur head back,just go to ur way without any sadness n scare...u r the angel n no one can get u hurt again..jz rest in peace.....
rmb.....ur family is reali love u..n me too....tis chinese new year..i tin i can't saw u le...can't help u do ur hair ady.....jz kip all in memory....u like my family.....i wil miss u alwaz.....
last goodbye to u...
last writing 4u....
last blessing....last crying...everyth will b fine...cuz i noe now u r happy...So,

goodbye hui fen,all the tin i wana tel u i write at here..hope ur next reborn..u r not in sick anymore...bless u....

rest in peace